BROKE

i think i know why i keep on running out of cash these days..unlike last time..where i used to be the richest among my sisters..coz i'm very concern about where my money goes to..but now i'm so undiscipline..i spend A LOT on unnecessary stuff..n yea that sux..i like to eat..so i usually spend money on food..shit lar..i'm not discipline at all these days!!..i told myself to control on the food i take!..but i still dont..n yea..i buy non-sense which i wont make any use out of it..n i'll come back thinking what i actually bought..n soon regret..pity me..if only i'm rich lar..then i wont be blogging right now n complain on the non-sense i buy..lol..but yea..i give out money to people in school coz i pity them..n from 10 bucks..i'll end up having 2 bucks..when i need a minimum of 3 bucks to survive in school..but yea..mom says dont be soo snobbish..n dont ever think that ur "rezeki" is going to finish..u have to share it with people..patience..ouh ya..another thing..i realise that i have too many stuff..n i keep on losing my stuff..i never take care of my stuff anymore!..can u believe that!?..i dont have to repeat this again...but i WAS SOOO DISCIPLINE LAST TIME!!!!..shit lar..i hate myself..yea...no no to shopping..n i cant wait to move out..in that case..i dont have to shove all my clothes into the closet..HAHA..u know what i mean..anyway..i didnt go to school 2day..n i was supposed to stay at home n STUDY with mom but she brought me to ou to spend time with my Big sista n her friend!..look how lazy n all happy-go-lucky i am..i take life too easy man..n i hate my posture these days..goddamn it u suck sonia!righty-o..i'm about to finish installing the sims 2!..g2g..