Interest.

Hey yo!guess what..i've found some new interest n obsession!!..right..the things that keeps me busy in life n HAPPY!..yes..u know how depress i am most of the time..i can really depend on these things which will be useful in the future n also..very long lasting compared to the hapiness my friends n the people around me brings..n hey!..who knows..if i'm left all alone in this world! where noone gives a shit to me?..soo yea..i feel like i have no life if i just laze around..i've just discovered (4 days ago) that designing is very interesting n fun..wtv creative ideas n what i wish to have which i cant have..i'll draw it..example..wanting an absolutely awesome room with coolies stuff in it..a huge mansion..n i'll map it on a graph paper..well that was my old way of designing..n now..i'm already designing it 3D!!..coming up with a few unique designs..quite proud of my drawings too..=D..using my bare hands..a pencil n piece of paper...computers excluded..well..not that i'm a professional..but one day..i want to be a well known architect for modern houses..i havent gone totally detailed with my drawings yet..still in progress..but i'm already usin colour pencils as a start..yeap..quite determine to be an architect now..n also an id..lucky for zuly her mommy's passing her achitecture business to her..that way she doesnt really have to work hard n find workers..yeap..planning to work 2gether..but MAYBE not..i wont get to be the boss..which u know..i'm a person who always like to lead..not to be perasan or anything..but yea..i've always had this leadership qualities in me..ever since i was a kid..bossing around with other people which will make others hate me..but yea..it has sorta like fade away as time passes by..argh..y the hell am i sooo lazy!?okay..lets proceed...2nd is..my BLOG!..yeap..i go to school on weekdays n spend my free time during the weekends blogging..it's not really working..to me it's like..theraphastic..how it makes me feel soo satisfied..releasing all the curiosity i've had..it's like..a bus stop..where u drop off the passengers n upload again..yeap..i've replaced my notebook with my blog..i got soo fed up because i keep on forgetting things..so end up carrying a notebook where ever i go..it's very useful...my blog is...hmm..EVERYTHING..everything is just there..writing down about my thoughts n other people reading it..it makes me feel even better if i get responds from other bloggers..my buddy fariz is just soo nice to give comments..i think we have some things in common..our point of view in life..he's starting to blog now..however i think the words he uses are more powerful than mine..maybe i should read more..but nice blog lar..n we also face thru almost the same thing..PROBLEMS n both having "unique" personalities n thinking on us..but yea..the only dude i can tell my problems to..damn concern at times..but yea..sometimes i just feel soo lonely without any "true" friends by my side..so he'll be the person i'll seek for..kay..rock on dude..3rd is..well..every kids favourite!..CHOCOLATES!!..mrs fields cookies is number 1!!..baskin robbins is my 2nd best n followed by famous amos cookies..argh..that's y i'm soo chubby n fat now!!..ouh and also..i just feel like travelling around the world now..a few places that i want to visit n go again..NEW YORK . LONDON . BALI . MECCA . INDIA . AUSTRALIA . SINGAPORE . HONG KONG . PARIS . HAWAII . AFRICA . INDONESIA . EGYPT . JAPAN . ISTANBUL ...i really want to go to mecca after watching it on national geographic..can u imagine..being in a country where it's just religious muslim people..n mom says..when u'r there..u'll feel really close to god..n also to know more about the religion..i so love my religion..an american lady changed her religion to a muslim because if u'r a chirstian..if u praise jesus who is a god then why does jesus praise god..yea..sometimes..i just want to be religious..to do the right thing..what to do n not to do if ur a muslim..and also be a hafiz..memorizing the whole quran..but i'll just have to suffer n drop all the enjoyment in life..n having everything "simple"..quite boring..anyway..happy merdeka to u ppl who's soo jobless n reading this LAME blog agusfspfhd of mine...get a life shit head..ciao