2nd version of ME.hah.

=D goddamn it!my future is so bright till i'm blinded by it!so yea my name?wait that's not important in this case.it's "about me".well,'m 15,i'm 165 cm tall,my hair is black,i'm quite preety la but britney spears is more preety wan..now what the hell is that?!well that's too shallow to be me.soo yea.i'd categorize myself as someone "in between"..nerdy mentally but cool-hip-hop yo momma(right....) physically?..haha..so dont try to mess with me!!this is me and it doesnt matter if u hate me coz i dont live to serve other people.n like i have nothing better to do than just think of a way to solve our problem.so let me explain to u about myself from MY point of view.people find me weird.i would be the last person u would want to think of.soo my weird sense of humour and personality tends to make my friends/people minimize me.but i'm still standing.i've got the most awesome family in the world! and my mom..she's just the best..eventhough u can really hate her at times but she WILL guide u to the right path and she knows what's right..soo let's proceed with my interest..well,i believe that people with passion will be sucessful..not to be rude or anything but i really have no respect for people with no ambition.hating books doesnt classify u as the cool ones..maybe now but temporary!i'm obsessed with quotes nowadays..watching all those classic movies with mom has brainwashed me.quotes makes my words shorter and easier to describe it.example,take lives extraordinary!describing myself as someone who likes to be unique and never settle for something normal.i take risk and i'm not afraid of anything except for god.so that includes death too.just bring it on!i can be really out-going at times but i'd prefer keeping my mouth shut.observing others so that i wont make the same mistakes as them.i prefer lazing around at home rather than "lepak".i spend my free time at home designing houses,blogging,piano,dancing and lots more.it's all about passion that makes me want to do all this stuff.it never bores me.but i'm really keen to be an architect!words cant describe how much i'm into it!!but my drawings would i guess..i love looking at houses! and observing ideas.getting number 1 in class for my finals really changed me mentally.i kept on thinking it was luck but it proved to me that anything can be achieved by working hard and putting in some effort.well i'm not really impressed because i think malaysian education is waaay behind compared to the americans.they're powerful technic of teaching and general knowledge.i've come to a point that religion can be really important in life.i can never stay out after 7 it gives me the creeps by just looking at the sky.it gives me the responsible to get my ass back home and perform my prayers.so i barely miss my maghrib prayers.i'm training myself to be discipline now.but without the help of my strict parents it'll never happen.avoiding myself from even trying to smoke and hanging out at night with friends.ladida.oh i used to get really picky when it comes to making friends.u cant smoke,u have to look clean and neat,u have to be smart..haha..not anymore now after i've found out almost everyone smokes..lol.and i cant understand why kids in this new generation are striving hard to be "cool" especially malaysians who gets influenced with the americans.and soon our culture will fade away and it wont goddamn give them any benefit.well that was me back then until i got knock by a hammer!soo yea.i like to dream..but not dream about my lover and just let my hormones over flow! but heck..dreams u freakass.i wanna be rich in the future of course..so i'm currently trying to think a way that would make me rich instantly.coming up with things soo unqiue.example designing a car with hairdryers and all those make-up trays for the dumb blondes.or maybe marry someone rich!muahaha. but crap..rich boys are soo spoilt!i have soo many things on my mind till i have to carry a small notebook everywhere i go.i'm very organised.i have my schedule n it saves my life!!cause time is really precious to me..i have a mind of an adult..i prefer mixing with older people..i also love organising parties,choreographing and being in-charge.it keeps my life busy and i also make money out of it.i like to lead!i dislike very much people who judge others physically.it shows how narrow u are.so feck off.sacrificing is always worth it.oh it's really pathetic how my friends just come n go.so it's a waste of time if i start to introduce myself to u.n gosh i wish someone soooo amazing like him could walk in again and light me up again!but fooook him too.HAHA.i'm not all prepared for this "coupling" yucckee -lets-go-all-touchy-and-emo YET.unless u'r someone soo innocent and really difficult to resist!hehe NOT!as a kid,focusing on my studies and future is what i'd prefer and after that let's have a 2 years relationship and get married ok!?YEAY or maybe not.single and loving it!lol so yea i've already planned my future..and i even have book for it!sometimes i wish i could feel how it's like to be in other people's shoes like the celebrities or maybe really poor people who are suffering.looking at those preeety,famous people in magazine makes me feel like they never exist and eventhough i get to see them in reality they're like plastics!so,last but not least...PLEASE!take me to new york!!!!i want to be there and i will be there!i want to proceed studying architecture there and take performing arts!god!! new york is where i belong!!..sighh..