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omg!!i totally screwed up in today's debate try out!how embarassing it was..especially to ms ruth and mr jacobs!..yikes!!i was quite confident i was gonna get it coz for the upcoming dato wira competition they needed only 1 bumiputera..so i was like..ok cool..my competitor was "JUST" mirza..(what happened to the malays man?!)..right..mirza's f5 btw and they usually pick the f4's and f5's..i was like..damn u mirza!and mirza said..dont worry..u speak good english..i was like..RIGHT..jangan la ckp kuat kuat malu ni..haha!(someone's line)..anyway,i entered the room and greeted the two teachers..and miss ruth said.."oooo,we have a baby"..they gave me a topic to debate about "reward's better than punishment" ..it was like an impromptu thingy..totally mind numbing!!!i knew i could do better la..i mean,a prepared presentation would be better!!SIGH!!i did soo badly!!very dissapointing laa..!!it was a solo thing too..soo i crapped like crap!!only a few words came out and the atmosphere was silent for 30 secs?..anyway..forget about that..so pn noorhana's lecture in class really had a point today..1/2 of the geography period was spent on her..lecturing and babling bout kids in this new generation..too much influences by their friends and they end up trusting their friends more than their parents..she gave advices to us to make friends with the right people who are concern about studies..and just ditch and drop those who does unproductive things..i knew and thought about this even before i entered secondary school..especially government schools..i didnt really want to make friends with the malays because i dont wanna end up using all those "dow..sial..aku kau" languages..i still kept my word until today..that's the whole point of me being a probate..2 discipline myself and mix with the right people..so probation started yesterday..i got the worst duty post ever!..it was at the basketball court!!total exposure to the hot sun!!..i kept on applying my 130spf sunblock every 5 mins..lol..benjamin and aaron came over to so called "pay a visit"..they had a BURPcontest..yucky..although they were annoying..i find it really cute though..and thoughtful!haha..i shoooed them off by pretending to write their names..haha..oh and i had piano lessons today..it sucked as usual coz i didnt really practice..grade 8 man and i'm still clowning around!grrr..soo yea..this morning,mom was telling me to be a doctor instead of an architect..i told her it was my 2nd choice anyway..Dr. Sonia.heh.and she was being soo sporting..asking me to throw a birthday party(coming soon!21st feb!remember that!!) when i'm usually the one begging on my knees to have one..but come to think of it..it's exam year..and i dont wanna waste daddy's money..coz i'm planning to throw the biggest sweet sixteen birthday party ever next year (if i get 8 a's)!the theme would be..gangster!!and i'll hire those awesome pondan-semi-naked dancers..wohooo..oh and i've just discovered that we actually have pills that could make us grow taller! it's called "teen growth"..n luckily girls stop growing at the age of 16!!which means i have at least another year to take those pills..hopefully i'll see the effect after 2 months of taking it..lol..3 cheers to the dude who invented those pills!..lol.. oh oh! and i'll be participating in the sungai buloh 10km merentas desa..(god knows when)..and it seems that,all those long distance runner takes power bar!!!it really helps!!wow.......oh and one more thing..i barely hear people speaking "proper english" nowadays..n it's spreading..for example.."u got see or not that movie?"..when it's supposed to be.."did u watch that movie?"..right..i'm starting to get this weird-super-contagious-disease-language thingy already...which will come naturally n i wouldnt even realised i've said it wrong (especially when i communicate with my chinese friends)..it's bloody not ok..!-to be continued-