bamboozle

I...cant decide what I want.I have been in the midst of frustration and anxiety.Today's issue is about my upcoming birthday celebration..i changed my mind..sweet 16 is irrevocable!i want to celebrate and get all those lovely presents but at the same time i dont coz i realised that my social life is atrocious.simply pathetic.I've been mixing with lots n lots of chinese lately in school.seriously,i am so snobbish with the malays.so yea..goofball and oafs are my friends!haha.ok well not really..actually i am soo lazy when it comes to talking..but still..u know me right..i loooove to ORGANISE parties..and i'm planning to have this year's party theme:VEGAS!(this idea came up when i was watching bratz in the plane on the way back from nz)..so my grand entrance will be ushered by police (mom said we could hire them) and me!as a showgirl!i'm planning to have a mini casino n hire stilt-mans too and a snake charmer..and also a money booth (its like a chamber which has an air blower beneath it..it'll be filled with money and u have to catch it)..i know..sounds fun BUT i dont have the right crowd..not anymore eversince the '07-happening-f5's left the school..my list of names will have to reach up to 300 to fill up the space..it was achieveable LAST TIME but now..it could only reach up to a 100?..haha.i'm such a humdrum..*sobs* so i guess i'll just have a small-itsy-bitsy-tiny gathering with 10 of my friends then..wait no,make that 5..HAIH

next..i'd like to mention about how indecisive i've been with other things..such as which club do i want to join in school,whether to take picture for the gemala team or run during merentas desa,cheerleading or sonialeading etc etc..well..i ended up not joining any..its funny coz i wanna do and be everything..i plan and plan and at the end of the day i end up doing nothing.lol.its so hard! i know u guys find what i just mentioned unfathomable..but i'm in a very confused state right now!there isnt any conclusion to what i'm trying to say here.i know what i want but i just find it hard to get there.sorry for the muck up me.

hmmph.

monday 21.01.08
i really hate school today!!especially during addmaths period!!that bloody ass teacher just underestimated me AGAIN..so there are 2 teacher's now who think of me as the i-do-not-care-about-my-future girl..gosh..just because i said "teacher,i dont know how to do question #6"..what i meant was.."can u teach me how to answer it"..and she gave me that "hmmmm..u cause me so much trouble" look..i mean like..that's what my last year's maths teacher always do..help us with questions which we dont know..then when she (malay addmaths teacher) passed by my table she was like..u'r in a pure science class u cant expect to be a slow learner"..i was like wth..when she said that,only i knew what she taught of me was..."u got only 2 a's,what for u sibuk2 wanna be in a pure science class".ok screw her!!!i got 8 a's la tambi!!MOMMY!!!!!i want 100% for my addmaths now!!!ERGH!!

sonia's present list!

2008 MOST WANTED presents
-a marc jacobs handbag!!!
-a tagheuer watch or a guess watch will do.
-a new pair of birkenstock (the ones with patterns okay)
-paul frank bikini..(the ones which has lots and lots of its logos on it)
-gazillion bubble machine from TOYS R US.
-an esprit bathrobe or any bathrobe which is WHITE in colour or red..(i hate my yellow one..ngee)
-an electronic dictionary!
-a louis vuitton wallet
-topshop boxers
-pyjamas from la senza (i wanna look hot when i wake up in the morning now..like alia aishah..hehe)
-a piggy bank! (gotta save all those pennies for college ey!!)
-foood!!:a tub of baskin robbins or famous amos or chocolates!
-any fun err board games..?
-an original SIMS collection!
-story books:ps i love you
:*coughs* for one more day
:harry potter and the deathly hollow (i do not want to share with my sister)
:chappati or chips!
-any polo ralph lauren or lacoste tops..
-THOMAS SABO's lucky charm!!!!damn pretty wei..

the list will be updated whenever sonia sees anything that she likes k..MuAhXxX!
Sonia will really2 appreciate it if u grant her wish!TQ! =D

2007

2007 was a massively awesome year..all goals accomplished and all events have been witnessed.a balance in every aspect..i cant believe i'm turning 16!!unfortunately,to all my great fans out there...i dont wish to throw a sweet 16..hehe..i think parties like that are a bit jaded nowadays..(gosh..after 5 years of planning to throw the hottest sweet 16 its all ruined because of "i'm lazy laaa..")hehe..anyway..things have been great so far..i got my 8 a's!!and daddy got me a new handphone..oh and not to mention extra cash too!(fresh from the oven according to pak cak) from my aunties,uncles and lots more generous people out there..hehe..finally!i'm free to enjoy!well i mean..i was the one who restricted myself from going to gwen's concert (i'm such an idiot),going out to celebrate merdeka,parties,and malls!!haih..such a relief..well the day after pmr was zuly's advanced birthday party at concorde hotel,kl..it was really grand and luxurious..the "pondan dancers" were really cool and uhh..HOT..haha..here are some pictures..=) the lucky ones to give zuly a speech!lol..my speech sucked coz i freaked out like helL! fats,me.-.arinah
group photo!

anyhooo,i've been good..back to busy and stressful life!i got into pure science and i hate my classmates!(coz they're all soo smart!) it'll be a tough year to get number 1 again coz apparently there are 5 students in my class who used to get pelajar cemerlang!damn it!and then i'm gonna start my diploma in piano with a russian teacher..(her expectations on all her students are EXTREMELY HIGH that i get soo intimidated to go for her class..)sigh..i dont wanna take up piano seriously!!i just wanna play for FUN!oh n as for prefects!i've got a junior!!weeee~haha..i'm trying to aim for head girl this year..(it's not that difficult) ahaha..i mean..there are ONLY 3 malay prefects in f4..so it'll be easy to be one of the BOD's..otherwise,i'll sue the school for being so godamn racist!eeew.lol..oh and i cant wait to take up horse riding!it's like soo cool!i mean..i really2 fancy what they wear!it's soo classy and umm bouncy when u ride the horse!kan?haha..oh and i've also started jazz dancing!i miss performing for the concert ..

sonia's goals:

-must must must get #1 again this year!!

-aim for head prefect or AT LEAST one of the B.O.D

-march exams A1:

*agama!!(very very important because ustazah really underestimates me and she PICKS a lot on me just because i wore a short skirt ones to class,and come in late to class..well i had a meeting that time!!urgh!!i'm gonna prove u wrong nigger!!)

*100% for add maths pleaseeee..?

and umm..to be continued..

january 17th thursday

i skipped school and hung out with zarym's pembroke schoolmates at pavillion!amy wanted me to bring her to all the shops..then they came over for dinner and we swam!unfortunately,i forgot to snap pictures with all of them..but i'll do it soon k..

p/s:Mark looks like junior ashton kutcher!!