BEST DAY EVER!

omg!i just came back from school..n u wont beieve this..i went to get my position in class..n hell yeah!!..i got number 1!!..#1!!...number 1 in class!..omg..i'm soo happy!..i cant believe i managed to kick those smarty chinese asses!..proving to the teachers n others that i can be the best! n that malays can do it too!n especially benjamin!..the geek in class..wow..this is the best year!except that i was quite dissapointed cuase my friends werent there to witness this sweet sucess of mine!..jeezz..i hope there's gonna be a hari kecemerlangan next year! i really wanna go on stage n get my prize!and i also my name would appear in the gemala mag!but anyway..i would like to thank my mom!!..SOO MUCH!!..with all the scolding i got from her..it's all worth it!..hard work is the best key to sucess man!..YEAY YEAY YEAY!..i realise if i stay focus,work hard, i'll get whatever i want..it's really cool for a person like me to get number 1..people wont underestimate me..n yea..i'm not just good in my studies!..but talent too!!..yes!..even number 1 for talent quest!..n will work out with my looks one day..hahaha..it feels really good getting number one folks..seriously..getting all the attention n a smile glued on ur face..this is just awesome!best year ever!.all i gotta do now is just to maintain n control myself!..discipline myself..n yea..mom's qoute n mine from now on.."boyfriend makes u stupid"..anyway yeay yeay!!oh and great news to all my friends!i might not shift to a new school!..yippie!!i cant wait to shift to the new hse too..everything is just GREAT!!.. except that when it rains it pours..baaahh..k im off to run naked around the hse!haha..

BROKE

i think i know why i keep on running out of cash these days..unlike last time..where i used to be the richest among my sisters..coz i'm very concern about where my money goes to..but now i'm so undiscipline..i spend A LOT on unnecessary stuff..n yea that sux..i like to eat..so i usually spend money on food..shit lar..i'm not discipline at all these days!!..i told myself to control on the food i take!..but i still dont..n yea..i buy non-sense which i wont make any use out of it..n i'll come back thinking what i actually bought..n soon regret..pity me..if only i'm rich lar..then i wont be blogging right now n complain on the non-sense i buy..lol..but yea..i give out money to people in school coz i pity them..n from 10 bucks..i'll end up having 2 bucks..when i need a minimum of 3 bucks to survive in school..but yea..mom says dont be soo snobbish..n dont ever think that ur "rezeki" is going to finish..u have to share it with people..patience..ouh ya..another thing..i realise that i have too many stuff..n i keep on losing my stuff..i never take care of my stuff anymore!..can u believe that!?..i dont have to repeat this again...but i WAS SOOO DISCIPLINE LAST TIME!!!!..shit lar..i hate myself..yea...no no to shopping..n i cant wait to move out..in that case..i dont have to shove all my clothes into the closet..HAHA..u know what i mean..anyway..i didnt go to school 2day..n i was supposed to stay at home n STUDY with mom but she brought me to ou to spend time with my Big sista n her friend!..look how lazy n all happy-go-lucky i am..i take life too easy man..n i hate my posture these days..goddamn it u suck sonia!righty-o..i'm about to finish installing the sims 2!..g2g..

School.

this is my 2nd time posting the same blog!!..grr..so now..it's not as nice as my first one!..coz i cant remember what i wrote..stupid shit..well..just read la if u feel like it..ok guess wut happened to me in school today..i was very unlucky!..it was just not my day!..first..i fell from the stairs..ended up with bruises on my legs n hands..ouch..hell yeah it hurts!..n it was embarassing coz people were laughing at me..well who bloody cares..my chin was still UP..haha..right..2nd..ok..lemme start all the way from the beginning..it was pj time..n yeah...my classmates have such a heavy arse!!they dont do a single shit durin pj..just DREAM..especially the girls..i'm soo sick of being just like em..sitting n reading/ talking to my friends during pj time..soo..i decided to basketball..stupid navreet go n use my name!!..argh..fariz was so mean!!..n rude!..i hated him the whole day 2day..(i dont care if u'r reading this..=p)because he didnt allow US(me,aziemah n navreet) to play!..but yea..apologising always work..so we're cool..so fine..u dont let us play, we'll just leave the court..then we decided to play football with the boys at the flora field..F*** the malays la!..they think they're sooo cool...they didnt allow us to play!!..of course..i got realy annoyed with bloody adam..damn kecoh n i hate that attitude of his..i hate him now!(dont sit in front of me la plz..argh...)he kicked us out..he suggest we leave the field..can get injured n stuff..but what do i care?..he thinks i'm soo girlish n stuff..when no..i was really in a mood to get mean n dirty..the chinese n indians were soo supportive!..asking us to join in..that's what i like about them..then another bloody person..which was chan yew..had to kick the ball soo hard!!!...until..omg..i felt like i've lost my fingers!!..words cant describe how painful it was!but then..i had to control my macho-ness..if not adam would say things..ok..y should i be afraid of him?!..i wish i had a gangster group who's on my side..n would just bash him up whenever i give them a call..but oh well..i'm a just a nobody where my friends dont really care for..except my mommy..who's really supportive..but heck..she cant handle this situation!..soo then..we got kicked out..n felt embarassed..from that time onward..i wished i was a daughter to a billion aire man..i would just call daddy n ask him to build a new field for me!!..where only MY friends n people who were kind to me are allowed to play!..so we just walk off..thinking of other things to play with..i wonder how zuly can play with her classmates..they were soo rough!!..n omg..i must be really weak!..ok..then i found a bunch of loser people who dont even know how to kick a ball at the field..so we decided to crash their group n be part of them!..n yeah..they were friendly..n not soo rough..i scored during a penalty!..i've never played football before..so i just..did the technique that i saw in the world cup..where u stand 5 metres away from the ball..run at the speed of 20 km/h..ahaha..jk..but i'm soo proud of myself!..n we actually won!..(girls vs boys..) yea..i'm joining em every week for football from now on..our team was multi-racial..n i just love it..our mission is to be part of the MANCHESTER UNITED TEAM!!...woooo!!..i know it is impossible..but next thing u know..u'll be seing our team in ripley's believe it or not!...from losers to CHAMPIONS!..omg..u know what?..i think i should record a video of how pathetic we USED to play..haha..but we're going to train ourselves..but b4 we be part of the mu team..we're going to beat those..dickheads..who didnt allow us to play with em..n they might need to relocate their bones once they compete with us!!..HA!..soo yea..what a day!..one more thing..i got annoyed with navreet who couldnt stop saying the F*** word the whole day 2day!..yeap..THE END..

Interest.

Hey yo!guess what..i've found some new interest n obsession!!..right..the things that keeps me busy in life n HAPPY!..yes..u know how depress i am most of the time..i can really depend on these things which will be useful in the future n also..very long lasting compared to the hapiness my friends n the people around me brings..n hey!..who knows..if i'm left all alone in this world! where noone gives a shit to me?..soo yea..i feel like i have no life if i just laze around..i've just discovered (4 days ago) that designing is very interesting n fun..wtv creative ideas n what i wish to have which i cant have..i'll draw it..example..wanting an absolutely awesome room with coolies stuff in it..a huge mansion..n i'll map it on a graph paper..well that was my old way of designing..n now..i'm already designing it 3D!!..coming up with a few unique designs..quite proud of my drawings too..=D..using my bare hands..a pencil n piece of paper...computers excluded..well..not that i'm a professional..but one day..i want to be a well known architect for modern houses..i havent gone totally detailed with my drawings yet..still in progress..but i'm already usin colour pencils as a start..yeap..quite determine to be an architect now..n also an id..lucky for zuly her mommy's passing her achitecture business to her..that way she doesnt really have to work hard n find workers..yeap..planning to work 2gether..but MAYBE not..i wont get to be the boss..which u know..i'm a person who always like to lead..not to be perasan or anything..but yea..i've always had this leadership qualities in me..ever since i was a kid..bossing around with other people which will make others hate me..but yea..it has sorta like fade away as time passes by..argh..y the hell am i sooo lazy!?okay..lets proceed...2nd is..my BLOG!..yeap..i go to school on weekdays n spend my free time during the weekends blogging..it's not really working..to me it's like..theraphastic..how it makes me feel soo satisfied..releasing all the curiosity i've had..it's like..a bus stop..where u drop off the passengers n upload again..yeap..i've replaced my notebook with my blog..i got soo fed up because i keep on forgetting things..so end up carrying a notebook where ever i go..it's very useful...my blog is...hmm..EVERYTHING..everything is just there..writing down about my thoughts n other people reading it..it makes me feel even better if i get responds from other bloggers..my buddy fariz is just soo nice to give comments..i think we have some things in common..our point of view in life..he's starting to blog now..however i think the words he uses are more powerful than mine..maybe i should read more..but nice blog lar..n we also face thru almost the same thing..PROBLEMS n both having "unique" personalities n thinking on us..but yea..the only dude i can tell my problems to..damn concern at times..but yea..sometimes i just feel soo lonely without any "true" friends by my side..so he'll be the person i'll seek for..kay..rock on dude..3rd is..well..every kids favourite!..CHOCOLATES!!..mrs fields cookies is number 1!!..baskin robbins is my 2nd best n followed by famous amos cookies..argh..that's y i'm soo chubby n fat now!!..ouh and also..i just feel like travelling around the world now..a few places that i want to visit n go again..NEW YORK . LONDON . BALI . MECCA . INDIA . AUSTRALIA . SINGAPORE . HONG KONG . PARIS . HAWAII . AFRICA . INDONESIA . EGYPT . JAPAN . ISTANBUL ...i really want to go to mecca after watching it on national geographic..can u imagine..being in a country where it's just religious muslim people..n mom says..when u'r there..u'll feel really close to god..n also to know more about the religion..i so love my religion..an american lady changed her religion to a muslim because if u'r a chirstian..if u praise jesus who is a god then why does jesus praise god..yea..sometimes..i just want to be religious..to do the right thing..what to do n not to do if ur a muslim..and also be a hafiz..memorizing the whole quran..but i'll just have to suffer n drop all the enjoyment in life..n having everything "simple"..quite boring..anyway..happy merdeka to u ppl who's soo jobless n reading this LAME blog agusfspfhd of mine...get a life shit head..ciao

Outing.

15.sept.2006
OMG..what-a-day.i had the 50-50 most awesome-st (i know this word doesnt exist) day ever ..school sucked as usual.asreen made my day by lending me her shopaholic story book (my final series!)..then i had my fricking sejarah test..i got totally blank for a moment (after all the effort i've put in to memorize n understood)..but teacher wasnt in class..so yea..i did flipped through a few pages from the text book...hehe..AnyhoOo..no biggie..ouh..then there was sum dude in the car stalking us as we were walking back from school!..it was freaky..then i went to klcc..i took the train there!...it's was soo fun! (eventhough it was jst with mom n sofy)..i wonder y ppl dont use all the public transport the goverment has provided for us..n plus..it's anti-pollution..lol..cheap though n convenient..(it felt like singapore's subway..)then i chilled with mom at dome..had my cup of iced choco while sofy was having her tap rehersal..Opu n Aunty sherry joined us later..went searching for mints (coz they had durian!eee) around the mall at 11.30 pm..(uhh..duuh..the shops were already closed)u know what..i have not actually discovered the entire building of klcc..i hated going there last time..but it's actually huge n a nice place to hang out..lots of cafe's u see..hmm..then we managed to get the mint gum in starbucks for 10 bucks!..that's the only choice..bad breath for tany n opu or mint..but that was the nicest starbucks i've ever seen!..it's soo cozy!..(maybe it was the weather..but still)..people were with their laptops n latte's..and the view of the city..it was fantastic..i would want to hang out there!..i just cant wait to reach that certain age where u get a total control of urself..yea..then we had supper in pelita kl..the chit-chat n gossip among us was VERY interesting..lol..back home at 3am n 5 hours of sleep..opu's devils and angels party this friday!..ouh ps..i want to plan a day out with my friends.take the train to kl!..n chill at cafes looking at people passing by n have the best conversation ever..take pix n shop..somehow..the way i'm picturing it rite now is like..i'll be the only one enjoying it..haha..ouh shit..i forgot..i barely have friends who would want to be my follower..my weird personality tends to make ppl minimize me..but hey i enjoy it a lot ok!..wtv makes me HAPPY i'm ok =)

16.sept.06
heck yea i didnt get enough sleep last nite..i hate it when i never seem to get enough sleep..makes me feel ugly n SICK..we had breakfast in sarah's house..nasi lemak!..with almost the whole relative..n of course..mom will never stop planning..next month to indon lar..december to uk..april to NEW YORK!!..aussie..bali..i just love travelling..then to kak hana's mansion!..in bj too..she's pregnant! YEAY!..(first niece/nephew from mom's side)i just cant wait to move there..i wanna spend my free time taking care of the baby..and when the baby's 4 years old..he/she will have piano lessons with me!n sofy says she wants that baby to be the youngest dj!..yea..lots n lots of plans..i soo totally cant wait to see my room!..to finally have my own room!..n a walk-in closet..i seriously need more space for my outfits man..n chill by the pool!..next year..the only place where u can find me is in my house/room..yea..i'll be changing my style next year..get a really short haircut n change my dressing..n attitude too..i'll be in a diff school..it's like..a new life..ok ok..we've gone out of topic..i'm supposed to tell about wut happened today!!..FOCUS..yea..then me,sarah n tania went to ou..pak cak gave $1000 to shop..for sarah's bday present..it was fun..went window shopping..omg..i seriously cant shop anymore..last time i used to be the born-to-shop girl..but now..uhhh...LAME..ouh..i bought a mini gumball machine..lol..i freaking shop for non-sense these days!..god damn it!..but u know wut!..i saw this extremely cool TOY!! which i'm going to get for my new room..i just cant describe it over here..yea..tania went to the salon so it was just me n sarah walking around the mall..we had lunch at ms read..we shared classic chocolate cake with ice-cream on top..it was sooo divine!!..tasted soo good..i barely have proper meal these days!it's just chocolates chocolates choclates!..i seriously have to go on a major diet now!!..we talked n talked..everything was laid back..no rushing..no disturbance..more like a girls day out..i loved the outing..soo tired walking..n searching for sarah's handbag!!..ouh i soo wanted the nine west polka dots wedges!!..OMG OMG!!..i need money man!!!...I NEED IT TO FULFILL MY NEEDS!!..to get what i want!!..grrr..at times u just feel soo annoyed..unable to buy something which u'r craving for!..HAIH..pity me lar..ouh..but that wasnt the end of the day yet..we went to parade!..uhhh...i walked around the mall with sarah...anyway..the room's extremely messy n i dont seem to bother cleaning it up like i used to..haih..look how spoiled i am!!..i keep on losing my things..so yea..i had soo much fun..it was average..a day out which satisfies a person without the needs to spend money or wtv..just with relatives..BIG HEART.